Where I'm From
I
am from bright hazy summers
Passing
by in the rich worn grass
Soft
and scratchy.
I
am from the ponies in the autumn
The
powerful stallion,
Towering
Above
the red (or was it white?)
car
Safe
in my father's arms.
I
am from the big oak tree
Faces
blurred by years of absence
The
death of the grandfather I never knew.
I
am from the hot fiery days
The
thunder rolling
The
lightning storms,
Arcs
of energy flashing across the thick dark sky;
Not
quite raining,
Not
yet.
The
drumming of rain on the old tin roof
A
waterfall,
A
sheet of rain
Cascading
musically onto the concrete floor
Washing
away the heat.
I
am from the sweet fruit in the afternoon
Juice
tasting like liquid sunshine
Ripe
in the burning mist.
The
hot soup in Guama's kitchen,
Guagong's
birds singing their song.
The
snowy rice
The
many games with my cousins
Rong
Yuan, Jia Jia, Yee Yee, Li Xiang
Playing
late into the night
As
the streetlamps flicker on.
I
am from the little sister
That
I love with all my heart.
The
days of playing everyday, making her laugh, and sometimes cry.
The
days of Pokemon, and Minecraft.
(Those
days of Five Nights at Freddy's, too.)
I
am from the school days,
The
homework nights,
The
art created,
The
“Omigod, you drew that!?”
The
jazz musicians
That
took a year to complete,
The
proud moments, (and the bad ones)
The
swim meets.
I
am from the Secret Snowflake Days,
That
One Gift
From
that One Friend.
“Remember
this?”
“Yeah..
Christmas.” (Shy laughs)
I
am from the bitter winters of New York
Frosted
breath in the darkening sky
Walking
to school in the weak, wane sunlight
The
young small sisters, wondering when the presents arrive,
Happily
running
To
the tree in the living room,
To
the lights that sparkle in the dusk.
I
am from the springs back home
The
birthdays spent
with my
Best
Friends
I
am from the times of
Leaders, Deputies, Warriors, Medicine Cats.
The small oak grove (that mysteriously disappeared)
Where the sunlight dappled green
In the lovely shade,
Where roots and leaves were gathered in a rainwater pool.
I am from exploring those forbidden paths,
Crossing
a swamp on a single branch,
Hardly
wide enough to support a cat.
Shoes
stuck in the mud,
The
Turkeys, The Deer, The Dog.
Laughing
in triumph as we climbed the rocky mountain
Crying
as it was time to leave
3
years
Or
more
Time
flies when new opportunities arrive
New
school
New
friends.
“You've
changed.”
I'm
from the loyalties of bonds never to be broken.
I'm
from forever hoping to see her again,
For
things to be the way they were
At
5 years old.
Again.
“I
missed you.”
“I
missed you, too.”
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